u/Better-Fly7697

We didn’t leave off on the best terms he broke up with me saying it was a break we became friends but then I found out he was getting sexual with his coworker not even a week later. Then he came back after 1 month NC saying he’s sorry Ect I only see myself marrying u Ect. I took him back, not even 3 days later he’s saying” I feel to guilty you deserve better, i don’t know why you forgave me so fast and that I should forget about him “ I begged then he blocked me we been NC for 2 months but I been missing him a lot lately like worse than the 1 st month I barely sleep which is weird but I want to text him and ask if he can come see me to give me a hug then leave. I miss our hugs(ik a hug how corny and weird but his hugs are so comforting) and I been crying non stop for the past week very depressed