I fucking hate my dad
i fucking hate my dad. who does he think he is? He likes to think of himself as someone who knows it all. but newsflash, dad, you are nothing but an arrogant, entitled, pretentious and an utterly selfish person. I hate his guts and i hate being near him. I'm only 18 and i should be out there enjoying my life but because of him, i am neither able to study nor ever step foot out of my house. last year when i was in senior year of hs, i had to fight and cry just to give my college entrance exams for a good university. I knew I would get because i am intelligent and eventually, i did score enough to get into a top college. But he did not let me go and enrolled me in the shittiest college of our town. Now this year when i said i wanna go to a different university, which by the way, he suggested HIMSELF first and is barely an hour away from our home. But now he is saying that you can't go because you just wanna leave us and are trying to escape responsibility. What responsibility you may ask? He wants me to keep working under him at his company because i dont even fucking know. i dont owe him shit why in the absolute fuck do I have to miss out on my studies, my life and everything because my dad thinks it is okay and it does not matter if I lose myself in the process. I have everything planned out for my future but I can't tell him because he is just so fucking negative. He keeps bodyshaming me, curses at me, says shit like "you don't deserve to go, you only want to escape working under me" And so what if I want to escape this shithole? I absolutely fucking despise that asshole. I hate to be saying this but that is what he is. Letting my younger brother do everything he wants but stopping me for the same. Why? I really don't get it. Sometimes all i wish is to die and if it ever happens, he will be the one responsible