u/Beginning-Stomach-86

i feel like im so cooked. my gpa is hanging on by a thread (3.0) and as finals are coming up i've realized that im going to fail my core classes because i've retained like no information this school year. my brain has js been so foggy and i'm fatigued 24/7 which makes it hella hard for me to focus and learn. i'm literally gonna start thinking that it's the end of the world if my gpa drops below a 3.0 and i really feel like it will after finals. i'm also taking a college math class for credit but i'm not even gonna get it bc i have a 70 in that class rn and it's gnna be way lower right after i bomb my final. i used to be a pretty good student who got good grades but rn it's looking like my grades are at a downward trend. ik i can make it up my senior year (im a junior rn) but i feel like it isn't even gnna count for anything bc colleges will really look at ur junior year grades and mine are so bad. i'm really sad cus i really wanted to get into a good college out of state but ig i didn't want it enough. i'm so lazy and i keep procrastinating but i can't help it bc it literally feels like my body and mind are giving up more and more everyday💔 i feel like im not gonna have a good future bc of the student i am right now and i feel so bad for my family because they gave me everything and sacrificed many things for my education. idk what happened to me i was such a smart kid and i started hs strong with a 3.9 gpa and then i just suddenly went through a random dip in my mental health