u/Beaophthe2nd

In my life I have struggled to believe and even turned to satanism. As of a year ago I decided to rededicate, if you can say that, to God and get in line. Right now I am in a rough patch. I have fallen away a bit and can't seem to bring myself to pray and read the Bible. I also can't seem to put my full trust in him. I am a baptist and this is the only place that aligns with my beliefs that I can ask this in.