u/Basic_Julia

So I've been transitioning for about 3 years now, before that I found my love, she is fantastic, loving supportive, super sexy. We had a love party and celebrated our love in front of everyone, this was pre-transition.

Now many years later, I think I'm straight and I she is still attracted to me, I feel so guilty. We are both open minded and we will stay together as queer people in love.

But how can I reward her with so many years of support and love with this?

How can I look at the boys when I am out with lust and desire, why do I get butterflys from strangers, but my partner the person who I love I don't feel anything like that for.

I am at a loss and I don't know what to do.

I'm too old and broke to be a doll.