Tmrw is the paper and I wanted to put a post here .
Im a cbse student , ipmat aspirant for 1 year , just turned 18
I have been as average as one can be. Scored 82% in 10th boards even after grinding as hard as i could , never scored in 70s /80 in my life , a girl told me she likes me but after a month called me boring and dropped things , koi sports me khaas nahi , physique average.
Turned 18 in April , hardly any wishes, spent the day studying alone. This wasn't the life I wanted to live ,that class 9th me would have wanted to live , and i had decided that for once I want to win now, do smth that's not average and for once be able to have an achievement.
Tomorrow for once I want to do something exclusive to me , that I achieve for my hardwork. Studied religiously from the moment boards ended , revised everything that I had learnt till before boards , gave 10-15 mocks , scored higher in some , lower in some , but I'm in a position where if I do it properly , with the right head space , I might just get something good out of it. And tomorrow I want to make it count. For the first time.