u/BasedRocker

The title pretty much says it all. I’m a productive member of society with a decent job but for some reason (would rather not blame it on minor autism) I spent my whole childhood with sort of a “phobia” of brushing and flossing because I (ironically) found the feeling of brushing disgusting and flossing straight up hurts. I’m 29 now. I can’t keep running forever. I have cavities I can literally feel with my tongue and my teeth look disgusting. I’m mainly scared of what people think of me, but also the pain and bleeding from flossing… and admittedly even brushing sometimes. It’s been 13 years since my last checkup. SOMEHOW as a kid I never had a cavity but my old dentist used to be a complete hardass who would basically tell me I’m f’d and I’ll never be able to turn gum disease around etc. The way I used to feel after leaving the dentist was unreal. Lowest self esteem I’ve ever felt. Clearly I am afraid but I NEED to get things fixed and turn my life around. And suggestions for a dental office that mainly deals with idiots like me? I don’t wanna go somewhere in Dublin or Hilliard where everyone is perfect. I’d be more comfortable going to a place that helps the homeless and whatnot if that makes sense. Suggestions or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated!