Hello! I’d like to talk a bit about myself.
I come from a very spiritual family, but I do not know the depths of it. My grandma often practiced with two spirits, ones that she was blessed with but was said that she denounced them some years before I was born. These spirits were supposed to be passed down my family, skipping my mom’s generation but coming to mine.
For many years I’ve been connected to the spiritual realm one way or another; whether that was vivid dreams or knowing there was a presence within the house. I started off with interest in demonology especially the ars goetia and any type of mythology I could get my hands on. In some ways I feel connected to gods that relate to the afterlife; Hel, hades, the list truly does go on.
I bought a deck of tarot cards maybe like 5-9 years ago, I do occasional reading and I find myself sitting at my pc shuffling cards. Just the other day, I was doing such, spaced out, listening to my friend talk. Then suddenly a card falls out, what one I do not remember specifically but it called me out on being scatterbrained, I put it back not thinking much about it. Next thing I know, another card falls out, like it was as answering my question on ‘wtf why?’ Proceeded to say I was day dreaming, and I was. Immediately I realize or I think I’m having a conversation with something or someone, and question who is listening to the conversation
‘Death’ fell out right after that.
After that I put the deck away, I didn’t know what to take from it, or if it was even coincidence. But, I’d like to hear some thoughts, or even a conversation or advice on entering the pagan world.