
Frontiers of Natural History Expeditions: Awesome Graduate Research Team vs Evil and Intimidating Cryptozoological Specimen
May 11th, 1915
West Dormitory, Nova Academia
Evelyn,
I am writing this because you are currently under infirmary observation and because Dr. Harroway has threatened to confiscate my campus identification if I attempt to visit again before morning. Apparently “she only fell out of a tree because I startled her” is not considered a sufficient explanation for returning twice in one evening.
You are alive.
I am writing that first because I have had to repeat it to myself all day.
You are alive. I am alive. The foal is, presumably, alive. Its mother is certainly alive, unless immortal wrath has recently been classified as a posthumous reflex.
I would like it entered plainly into the record that I told you the nest was too large.
Not “large in an interesting way.”
Not “large enough to suggest a previously undocumented breeding behavior.”
Too large.
When a nest is wide enough to contain two graduate students, one lantern, three field notebooks, a coil of rope, and your entire supply of sugar biscuits, it is not an invitation. It is a warning constructed out of timber.
Naturally, you climbed in.
Naturally, I followed.
This is becoming a pattern.
The juvenile specimen was, I admit, remarkable. Smaller than expected, warm, and softer through the mane than any rational creature with wings ought to be. I understand why you reached for it. I even understand why you whispered, “Oh, Lillian, look at his little feathers,” as though the world had not just shifted beneath our feet.
What I do not understand is why you then attempted to determine whether the secondary pinions were “ticklish.”
The foal bleated.
The sky itself answered.
I do not think I shall ever forget the sound of the mother landing behind us.
Not galloping.
Not approaching.
Landing.
There was a silence first, which was worse. The trees stopped moving. The insects stopped. Even you stopped talking, which I had not previously believed possible under field conditions.
Then I saw her shadow fall across the nest.
You, of course, were still holding the foal.
You looked delighted.
Evelyn Marlowe, you looked delighted.
I realize panic produces strange expressions, but yours was not panic. It was discovery. It was the exact same face you made when Professor Ainsley showed us the preserved basilisk optic nerve and told us not to lean too close.
The mother’s wings filled the sky. I remember the moon catching the edges of them. I remember thinking she was too beautiful to be real and too angry to be survived. Her eyes were not animal eyes. I am aware that sounds unscientific, but I have no better phrase for it.
Then you said, very softly:
“She thinks we’re stealing him.”
A brilliant deduction.
Possibly your finest.
The next forty or so seconds are less clear in my memory, although I am confident they included the following:
You attempting to hand the foal back politely.
Me telling you not to bow to a horse.
The mother striking the nest rim hard enough to throw both of us sideways.
Your glasses vanishing.
My sleeve catching on a branch.
The foal escaping our arms and immediately hiding behind you, which was not helpful.
You apologizing to the mother in at least three languages, none of which were equine.
And finally, both of us running down the ridge with less dignity than any Nova student has displayed since the 1908 ghoul practical.
I still have splinters in my left hand. You have bruises along your shoulder, a collarbone broken in two plsces, a concussion and one pinion induced cut across your back that you are no doubt going to call “useful evidence” once you are awake enough to be insufferable.
The photograph survived.
I do not know how.
The plate shows us smiling down at the foal, entirely unaware of the great black shape behind us. It is the most damning image I have ever seen. If displayed without context, it suggests tenderness. With context, it suggests criminal negligence.
I have hidden it in my anatomy text for the time being.
Do not ask which one. You will only try to retrieve it.
Dr. Harroway says you must remain still for another day. I told him that asking you to remain still is like asking phosphorus to reconsider its temperament. He did not laugh. I suspect medical men dislike metaphor when concussions are involved.
Your field bag is beside my bed. Your notebook was damp, but legible. I dried the pages carefully. The sketch of the foal is very good, though you wrote “baby?” seven times in the margin and once, for reasons unknown, “potential friend???”
I did not correct it.
I also found the biscuit crumbs. You were trying to feed it, weren’t you?
Do not answer that.
I already know.
I am angry with you, which is inconvenient, because I am also very glad you are not dead. These sentiments are proving difficult to store separately.
You have a talent for stepping so close to impossible things that the rest of us must either drag you back or follow. I wish I were better at the first.
I suspect I am becoming very poor at it.
When you are released, you are not to return to the ridge. You are not to “check on the foal.” You are not to leave a peace offering. You are especially not to test whether the mother recognizes your scent.
If you must endanger yourself, at least wait until you can walk properly again.
I mean that practically.
Mostly.
Rest. Drink water. Do not charm the nurses into letting you escape through the laundry corridor.
And Evelyn?
Next time something that large builds a nest, you observe from below.
Yours,
Lillian
P.S. I found your glasses. One lens is cracked, but the frame survived. I will bring them tomorrow, along with your blue scarf. You kept asking for both before you fell asleep.
P.P.S. The foal followed us halfway down the ridge. I did not include this in the official report. I thought you should know.