u/BaconD3V

https://www.last.fm/user/DevListensTo

Very shitty exam. I just need ECE in a good college.

Let me just say, this is a long rant, but PLEASE, PLEASE, read it, I REALLY need some help, please.

On the 27th of April, I finally went to visit a psychiatrist after over an year of asking my parents. I felt like I had ADHD since 9th grade (I was 14), I just turned 18 a few days ago. The doctor said that I'm showing a lot of symptoms of inattentive ADHD and anxiety stemming from it. I don't know what's the process that will cement that I have ADHD (or not, who knows) (please tell me if you know). The doctor prescribed 25mg atomoxetine (he underdosed it a bit due to some reasons) and melatonin for when I have trouble sleeping.

I have engineering entrance exams, and the meds didn't help all that much, I still get distracted very easily, I'll have to talk to the doctor about that. BUT, that's not the problem here.

Neither of my parents are convinced that I have an actual disorder, they're saying that the psychiatrists just give a random diagnosis to gain more money from people, and they give the same diagnosis to everyone. They keep saying that everyone has problems like this and I am over-reacting and making excuses to not work. I just need to WRITE A PROPER TIME-TABLE/SCHEDULE and JUST STUDY. If it were that easy, would I not have done it? I genuinely can't do it. I don't have a room of my own nor do I have any privacy, but that's another issue altogether. I was suicidal (and to some extent, I still am).

Please help me, I feel so alone, no one fucking understands, this is a genuine cry for help.

The album is good, can't even pick favourites from it. I am a huge Radiohead fan as well. I didn't really like pinkerton, and not because of the lyrics, it didn't really seem like anything special.