Heyo! I thought this might have been the right subreddit to ask the question
I'm not religious, I don't necessarily believe in anything. However I've had moments where when I become desperate I did end up praying. What I'd usually do is pray to "whoever was listening and willing to help". I'd typically ask for them to help me, and they could take something back of equal value (I found it fair to do so. It didn't feel nice to only ask for a favor). I've done this a few times now and it's worked each time! And every one of these time I would then also end up getting sick right after, sometimes longer than others, so I know they did take something back
But now I'm finding myself quite curious on who had been answering my prayers if it truly was someone and not coincidence. I however don't at all know where to start searching to figure that out. Does anyone have any idea of where I could start researching or just where to start in the first place?