So i am 20 M and i am in uni. I have got two friends whom i am really close with and can share anything.We are in the same class but still aren't meeting in university we just talk for like 5 to 10 minutes(not daily jab kam ho)😭😭.And after university timing they'll msg me and tell me everything about the day and we're like good friends.😊😊😊
But idk why they avoid talking and sitting if there's some free period.😞 They're a group of 4 but only these 2 are close friends and the other ones are like acquientences.(unse zyada nahi milte aur unse zyada secrets mujha pta) I told them that i want to hangout with them and they always tell me that you can come whenever you wish we are okay with it and we want you to come with us.
I talked about this to my school bsf and he told me that they are females and you have to make a move so that they'll start hanging out with you. Last week i told them i will come to you guyz and we'll sit and talk and they were like ajana we're fine with that (aik na kaha shukar tumhara skill issue kam hoa) So i was like they're ok with hanging out with me.
The thing is i am so afraid of rejection cz i am not use to it and i am always aware ka kisi ko khud approach na karoon etc but when they told me i was like yeah they're ok and i am not forcing this on them but today i went to the university and attended the class. After that we got almost 2 hrs of break before the next class so i asked them kay chaloon sath and they said naaaaa humne apna baqi dostoon sath beethna haa tum jao apna deekho (i literally ditched two other group of friends so that i can meet them)
I felt so bad that i came back to my hostel and i don't wanna do anything now. It's like i am the shit 😓
They know i felt bad and i didn't even attended the next class but they'll never ask what happened or are you okay?. It's not that they afraid of being judged (whole class knows that we're good friends)What should i do like gave them their space? but they're claiming that i am more close than those 2 girls (i am) but it's like i am their online friends. Or should I just lessen our friendship cz i am so sick of this and this is not the first time but pehla unke pass reason tha ka tum ate nahi hoo and now they got none. Is it only me or anyone else had experienced it? tell me the solution please😣😣