u/Background_Bet_3903

I’m female in my 30s. I went through spiritual psychosis. It felt blissful while it lasted. I was extremely feminine and fluid during that period.

My nervous system is mostly stable now. The more I stabilise, the more I’m becoming manly.

I used to be bubbly, innocent, positive, creative.

Now I’m logical, assertive, and dominant. I have no emotions what so ever. Pretty cold overall. Can be quite cut throat. I feel like a predator. It’s really not cute…

I mean there’s benefits to this as I work in a competitive environment. But I really miss my old personality.

Has anyone experienced this? Is there any chance to change this at all?

I don’t want to live like a man…

I really miss my femininity… 😢