Someone has been spamming me calls today and I'm really paranoid as to who it is. I know it's not a telemarketer I don't think they'd call 6 times in a day and 4 in a row back to back after I hang up. I just want to find out who is doing this since I can't block the number
There is someone that I am long distance with that I love and adore dearly. He is just the absolute world to me and I feel almost ethereal when we talk. The hours pass that feel like minutes and a smile doesn't fade from my face. I just look at him and feel like I truly can wholly accept this person mistakes faults and all. There is something in my chest when I think about him or talk to him it's like my heart wants to grow out of me haha there isn't enough room inside. It really is just so peaceful but none of these words feel big enough or elaborate enough to describe what I'm feeling. Its literally jsut like I want to love this person to the fullest extent that I can and even further. There has GOT to be a bigger word for this I don't think infatuation/limerence is it which is the closeish I've gotten.