I have had an addiction to gambling since it became legal in my state. They roped me in with daily bonuses and I was up a lot for a few years. Then I started to lose, rationalized that if I lost I would get it all back because I did before.
I hit rock bottom, the books at that time let you put money in credit cards and I was in debt. Eventually I dug myself out of debt and started gambling again last year. I made life changing money this year and pissed it all away again. I feel like the biggest loser. I am just hoping my wife doesn’t leave me this time. It’s hard to see a light at the end of the tunnel and I think everyone would be better off without me.
u/Background-Client866 — 16 days ago