I do not practice magik, but know people who do. I have a major suspicion I have been hexed or cursed. Can someone please help me understand if I am or not?
As the title said, I do not practice magik or study anything Wicca related. I used to want to get into it but something in my gut told me to stop and I did. Meaning I have little to no knowledge on this. Forgive me if this is too long of a post but I want to give enough information to help form opinions. Anyone’s opinion would be greatly appreciated!
Without getting too personal, I’ll explain why I think I’ve been cursed.
I was in a relationship back in 2019-2020 with a person who was into magik and was overall a very dark person.
They had tendencies to harm squirrels, was into stalking people to know what their weaknesses and tendencies were and would find some way to ruin anyone who crossed them.
When we broke up, they tried to make me think we were on somewhat decent terms, took me out to a secluded part of the river and had me sounded by 5 bigger guys. One of the guys in front slipped up and I noticed a knife that my ex had stolen from one of their buddies. I knew right then I was going to die if I didn’t run and I did.
I always listen to my gut. If something feels wrong, I don’t think, I just run as far as I can away. Some call it cowardice, but I’ve been through enough crap in my life to know to depend on myself and only myself.
After the incident with my ex my life took a very sudden and dark shift.
I’d also like to give a tiny bit of context for this next part. My ex used to say they loved my smile, I used to love it too and they knew that.
About 3-4 months after the incident with my ex, I noticed my teeth were discoloring significantly faster than a normal persons mouth should, even if they weren’t brushing. It started off normal, just really yellow. Then I got gum-line cavities after a few more months, and very quickly after, my teeth started to shatter and turn grey-ish blue. Sounds absolutely disgusting and it was.
My teeth were truly shattering on me, like a dropped bowl anytime I would try to eat anything somewhat hard. I could even break the fragments with minimal effort in my hand.
I was even diagnosed with a disease that is normally hereditary but I’m the only one in my family with such major issues so early.
My smile was gone in a matter of a year and a half. And every step I take to try and restore them, I keep running into major issues that doesn’t make sense for a 21 year old to be dealing with.
Next is my string of very odd car accidents:
For context, I’ve been driving since I was 16 and never had any issues, until one day I was leaving my old town that I used to live in by train back when I didn’t have my current car.
Funnily enough, (not for me), I saw that same ex that I had been having issues with in the past.
They got on the train after I did and once they sat down, they just stared at me. Like soul piercing staring. I couldn’t tell if they were saying anything but something felt so inherently wrong that I just sat there literally trembling in my seat trying to not let them see me.
They got off one stop before me luckily, but even now, that whole interaction still scares me.
Not too long after, I got my current car.
I’ve got a 2022 Corolla, I love her so much. She’s a great car, but I’ve already been in two accidents and I haven’t even had her for a year.
Both times I’ve been hit, I was in that hometown that I used to live in, and that my ex lives in.
Both times I was hit by big work trucks and both times, I’ve had major damage to my car.
I ended up nicknaming my car Murph after Murphy’s law because of the crashes. (I’m a major interstellar fan)
All of the things above are why I think I’ve been cursed or hexed. Maybe I’ve just got some real bad luck, but I’m starting to get to a point where I’m almost certain it’s not luck anymore.
Any and all advice appreciated and welcome