4 years of infertility
All the tests
3 rounds of IVF
2 transfers
2 miscarriages
2 rounds of Lupron depot before transfers
6 Euploids left that I worked my literal ASS off to get
Being told by my doctor my next step is a lap to remove endo.. which I’m fine with. I mean I don’t want another surgery but I’m willing if it helps
All for my husband to say he can’t do it anymore. He can’t take anymore heart break. He can’t handle seeing my break over another loss.. yet he’s shattering my heart saying this to me.
He says “it’s just time to move on”
How is this fair? How am I just supposed to move on???? I can’t destroy these embryos that I worked so hard to create. But the idea of donating them and letting someone else raise them when I never got to bring one home sounds hard too. Idk.
I’m just lost.