Mothers Day Could've Been My Day. Oh
My ex boyfriend and i experienced miscarriage when we we're still together. Our jobs are pretty stable and we have savings enough to put our future kids in college. During that time, we both got promoted to our jobs and our business are going well. Meaning, there's a lot of tasks in hand. But we're ready to build our own family. We're at the family planning and marriage stage.
On our anniversary, we went on a trip and did the deed. After that vacation we were both back to work and manage our business. I do a lot of stuff including carrying boxes (i'm used to doing it ever since i built my own business) and delivering stuff. At that time i didn't know i was pregnant. My partner and i just thought i was gaining weight. It's unusual because i'm very petite and slim so i just know when i'm gaining weight or just bloated. In my eyes, i'm just bloated. But there were signs that i ignored. I puke every now and then, i get tired so easily, i had weird cravings and moods keep changing.
I only found out i was pregnant when i keep bleeding and there came out the baby i was suppose to have. My heart still breaks up until today.
My partner and i already broke up, but i still wondered what my baby would look like..Would they be a girl or a boy? Would they look like me or their dad? I wish i could've known..
Oh well, happy mothers day to all of us. :))