u/AzzurreKaka

Since the beginning my parents weren't supportive of me related to any fields such as sports, academics and many more.. They are supportive in academics but they are constantly saying that focus on grade 12th then we will give u one drop year but i really don't want to waste any of my year cuz every year is important. I think this might be cuz of my percentage i got 74% in boards but they expected 80%+. They neither allow me to go with my friends nor they allow me to study for CLAT. I'm thinking of joining a decent library as they might provide me free books as i really have no personal room to study, my big brother is kinda collegeless who doesn't even study a single shit related to NEET all he does is gaming, and there are many noises from the outside.

Tbvh, everyone in my family thinks that Law is lwk a bad choice so yeah every body supports my brother not me cuz of my stream selection and my pursuation ( Humanities and Coperate Lawyer )

today I tried my parents to convince me to purchase books related to the CLAT examination and they were not so interested in the topic.. They were not willing to invest money in my CLAT's prep before I completed my 12th 2028 Boards.. I'm thinking of going with book pdfs but I searched hard but I got a few of them.. Yesterday I got PDFs of various mock tests and most prolly I gotta take print out of it secretly. Currently, I have The Hindu Newspaper, Wren and Martin ( High School Edition), and one Sophie's World : Introduction to Philosophy which I purchased today by begging in front of them.

I am thinking of starting with limited resources and I'll collect all the money that I may get from my relatives ( as my parents don't give money to me ) and if you guys got channel recommendations for particular section of CLAT that they teach good then please suggest me few names and if you got any of book pdfs so please share it with me slowly by slowly I start it right away.

So, it's nearly been a month since I started reading the newspaper and I think I'm not doing it more efficiently rather I must say I'm doing just a normal newspaper. I always read 1 editorial per day as well as write the word meanings. Doing these things makes me happy temporarily but at night I have a regret that I don't spend the day right with CLAT Prep.

I only do normal reading as well as I don't even extract info such as tone, grammar and many more.

That's why I have thought that I should make a reddit post regarding this issue and want to know how I improve this as I'm doing it all alone without any support from my parents ( Obv they will provide material ).

I really want to get those basic materials and which publisher's book will help me with the CLAT prep 2028 such as Legal Assertion, Legal Reasoning, English, Maths and many more..

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I tried sleeping at eleven o'clock but after 43 minutes. After 43 minutes I woke up as if I never slept as well as after 12 o clock I m feeling like i would be crushed by the walls as well as someone is watching me. Im trying to distract myself idk what to do my hands are shaking rn this happened to me a few weeks to

Can y'all recommend the best books for philosophy for absolute beginners? Who has a very bad vocabulary but has a great interest in this field for 2-3 years but never had the chance to read those things and have my own opinion/idea.

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