u/Awkward_Hovercraft22

how have any of you gone about handling this feeling that Allah swt hates you, i know he is the most kind the most merciful but my life has just been hardship after hardship with no ease, every dua i make is rejected everytime i try to do better it goes wrong it feels truly like im crying into a void and i dont know what to do anymore, ive been trying so hard to increase my iman and focus more on my deen recently but even when im doing better i keep being punished and being faced with more hardship i genuinely cant take it anymore