I've always thought I'm straight my whole life but since the past few months i liked seeing guy's nudes and kind of developed this sexual attraction towards them. So, i started talking to bunch of guys and did sexting and i liked it.
Eventually last month i decided to finally do it with a guy, so i went to his house. But i didn't want to kiss him and didn't even want him to touch me that way though i like sexting and seeing his dick in chat. And i then got back to my place without doing anything with him. It stressed me so much, like i didn't know what to do. So after few days later (yesterday) i went with another guy to try (objectively attractive guy) and damn same thing happened.
So now I'm confused, am i gay because I'm sexually attracted to guys but don't wanna have sex with them not even a kiss.
I've had sex with girls and i like that very much, never happened that i went to a room and didn't do after planning. So I'm not asexual or scared of physical touch.