Aaj mujhe subha subha aise thoda sa crazy sa sapna aaya... Usme mujhe ek flower bouquet mila jisme roses thy.... Hmmm yaad nhi diya kisne pr phool mile toh mai khush ho gyi.... Baki sirf sapno mein hi phool milte hai reality mein nhi 🙂🙂🙂
Mai kya khau momo chowmin ya fir Ghar pe banau chowmin??? Bhaut hi jyda confusion hora hai bata do koi
Okay so guys, main bahut zyada bore ho rahi thi. Ghar pe subah se koi tha hi nahi, aur yahan gas pipeline ka kaam chal raha hai, toh aaj ghar pe kaafi work ho raha tha. Main akele thi, toh mujhe bola gaya tha ki hall mein baithna hai aur unpe nazar bhi rakhni hai… so main wahi kar rahi thi.
Ab kitna hi phone chala sakti hoon, toh maine book read karni start ki Gunahon Ke Devta Ab main us phase pe hoon jahan character ka bhi bhyankar emotional damage ho raha hai aur somehow mujhe bhi feel ho raha hai.
Main bas normal read kar rahi thi, beech beech mein messages bhi check kar rahi thi, aur suddenly mujhe realise hota hai ki main ro rahi hoon. Matlab main aise phoot-phoot ke nahi ro rahi thi, but aansu apne aap aankhon se nikal rahe the.
Aur main aisi ladki nahi hoon jise jaldi rona aa jata hai. Usually ya toh bahut hi random/nonsense cheez pe aa jata hai ya phir bahut time lagta hai impact feel hone mein. Mujhe dusron ko console karna bhi nahi aata properly.
Phir read karte karte mujhe aisa feel hua ki maine apne dimaag ki jo healing ki thi na, woh sab kharab ho gayi hai.
Usmein likha tha ki agar punarjanm nahi hai, toh iss janm mein maine tumhe kho hi diya hai. Aur agar aur bhi janm honge, jitne bhi brahmand honge, jitne bhi universes honge… tab bhi tum mujhe unmein se kisi mein nahi miloge. Main bas bhatakti rahungi, par mujhe mera “Devta” kabhi nahi milega.
Yeh sab read karke mujhe andar se ajeeb si anxiety feel hui. Aisi jo properly explain bhi nahi hoti yeh cheezein bas feel hoti hain.
Aur maine usse itna deeply feel kiya ki mujhe laga… ab mere jeevan ka koi arth hi nahi hai. Jaise maine bhi apna “Devta” kahin kho diya hai, aur main bhi bas is brahmand mein ek kanak ki tarah idhar udhar bhatakti rahungi…..
So question is kya ap bhi punarjanam mein yakeen karte hai fir... Ab hum Anant Kaal ke liye alag ho gye hai ???
Aaj mere sath kya hora hai zukham laga hai 2 din se or ab saha nhi jara bar bar sneezing hori hai or Mera sara ghar hawa mein ud raha hai aise hora hai 😊😊😊 meri aakhon se pani aara hai or aakhein already choti thi or bhi jyda choti ho gyi hai
Okay guysss… toh jaise mai iss sub pe aati-jaati rehti hu, haalaki kuch time se nahi aayi hu kyuki iss sub ki policies change ho gayi hain… ab pehle jaisa apna-apna feel nahi aata 😅
Story yeh hai ki mai shaadi mein gayi thi aur maine full enjoy kiya bahut saari photos, videos li. Mujhe insta pe stories daalna bahut pasand hai, toh maine 4 5 mast gaane select karke stories daali
Toh ab jis insaan se meri last year se baat chal rahi thi… ab nahi chal rahi. But haan, hum insta pe abhi bhi connected hain. Mai thodi zyada attached thi usse, aur mai aisi bandi hu ki thoda romanticize kar leti hu cheezein
Ab hua yeh ki jab mai shaadi mein thi, vo bhi kahin ghoomne gaya hua tha. Aur kal hum dono ne almost same time pe story daali usne mere baad daali… aur gaana SAME daal diya 😂
Ab gaana trending hai toh obviously coincidence bhi ho sakta hai…
BUTTT agar yeh same cheez 1 mahine pehle hoti na, toh bhai mai apni self-respect ki mother-sister ek karke usko message kar deti 🤡😂
Par iss baar… jaise hi maine uski story dekhi mere muh se bas yeh nikla “chiii isne same gaana kyu daal diya?” 😂😂😂
And that’s when I realized… I’m actually over it.
I’m happy ki mai bahar aa gayi hu ab.
Congratulations to meee 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊( pata hai aaj kya hua) hua yeh kal tha shym ko 🙂