u/Awkward-Ability1112 — reddlx

It's been 4 years since I didn't see her. Yet I'm unable to forget her I'm unable to watch anything romantic every time see couples or intimate scenes I see her with her new bf which is soon going to be her husband. Whom she met during her MBA and guess who paid her fee this idiot!!

She was with me for 8 f*ckin years and i knew her since childhood she used to tell me she can't love anyone else and what not now I have lost the ability to believe anyone if they do even normal promises

She looks really beautiful and I'm not good looking may be that is the reason she found someone more Good looking than me I knew that I don't look good for that to compensate I give my 1000% was always there when she was at her lowest like when her parents were divorcing, her mom was on vent during covid when she needed money( by no means I'm saying she is Gold digger) yet that wasn't enough.

I understand she is gone but my Fu*kin Brain doesn't let her memories go her body scent the taste of her kisses her smile I just can't.

The bf is from Bengal so anything that is from Bengal be sweets which I used to eat when I had a bad day or a person I can't withstand.