u/AwarenessNo1510

I’ve been diagnosed with bipolar II and well I have had a hard time believing it but I have been in hypomania for the last month I ended up in the psych ward for a week and have just left yesterday I’ve been with risperidone for the last 22 days more or less, right now I’m with 2mg and I felt ok for some time but now I feel slower, unmotivated and just really tired I thought the crash wouldn’t happen but I’m coming to terms that it might and it might be starting but I’m not sure, my psychiatrist appointment is on Wednesday but idk I feel so heavy, what can I do? I just want to stop feeling this way

Hey I’ve been diagnosed fairly recently, half a month ago and before that 2 psychiatrist suspected it today I went to the er for unrelated causes but ended up with the psychiatrist which injected me ciclopixol and doubled my meds plus clonazepam during the day, she also gave me the option to go inpatient as I had problems at home but I didn’t take it, and well the thing is even with all of this and everything pointing to the same place I’m not sure I believe I’m bipolar idk it’s all so bizarre, I feel like I’m just this way and this is just an excuse for my recent behaviour I’m still taking my meds and we’ll see but I’m just not convinced I have an actual problem