I've been manifesting my SP (my ex gf of many, many years who broke up with me 2 months ago) for about 2 weeks now. I've been doing self-concept subliminals, I am affirmations, rampages, visualizing before bed, focusing on what i DO want, and not really thinking about the circumstances (they're fucking terrible too now that I'm in doubt mode). I've really been feeling myself, feeling gratitude and love in my heart, a feeling i've never experienced before when manifesting so i thought surely I do believe this.
I started feeling like I missed her today (mind you, we don't text at all, maybe 1x a week because we co-parent the dogs), and it was fine for a while, and randomly she got angry and said the complete opposite of what I've been manifesting. That she wants nothing to do with me, enough is enough, etc.
What? Has anyone experienced something similar to this and still gotten their SP back through manifestation? I don't wanna send myself into psychosis over this either lol