Hi everyone
I realized that I no longer have original thoughts like when I wasn't addicted to my phone ( before COVID)
They are either things I've seen on social media or used ai
I was so creative before but now I can't concentrate on a 10 mn YouTube v
Any suggestions?
Hi everyone first time posting here , am actually in my lowest so per favore be nice to me I don't tolerate any hate
Am 20 f and I don't feel pretty anymore
When I was little I was a blondie/ green eyes I was always called "elgawria" everywhere specially in my family ( primary/ middle and high school) then my hair changed color and I became a brunette
I was used to the pretty privilege all my life and when I started uni I just couldn't look at the mirror anymore cuz all I see is ugliness
Am not rich but I have some pretty outfits I'll be felling good about my self for the first hour and once I reach uni I feel like an ugly creating walking on feets
I feel like a weirdo and when people laugh passing by specially girls I immediately think I probably look ugly or my clothes are ugly I surely don't have friends and never been in a relationship ( I don't date by principal) I had some crushes ( with no intention to go far ) but it always ends up by them changing their minds some weeks after eye contact I just say to my self he probably found a prettier girl and I move on , all I can think about in this subject is " why would he let all those pretty girls and love Me?" So I surely don't think about love anymore cuz I know surly that am not lovable
I have two dear female friends out of uni and am doing great in studying ( med school) I mean am not stopping my life for this but I really really don't look at my self anymore or sometimes I'll be feeling less than literally everything and everyone because am not pretty
Please if any of you passed by some similar situation please what should I do ?
No hate please am already dealing with much and sorry for writing that much
Have a good day everyone " I don't care if am pretty to others I just want to look at my self the same as before and feel good about myself"