best friend (apparently) found out she’s pregnant with twins and it’s sending me down a spiral
as of writing this she’s 3 hours from turning 18, i’ve been 18 for 7 months. we graduate next wednesday. she’s marrying her fiancé (boyfriend since 8th grade) on july.
i guess she found out she’s having twins today. she has a history of pulling pranks that she thinks are “funny” but they’re actually just manipulative i told her about 10 times if she was lying i wouldn’t be her friend anymore and she’d need to find a new maid of honor.
i cant tell if this is making my pmdd flare up or if my pmdd is making my anxiety about this worse, but it’s jus bad. he’s going into a military position where he cannot really prior children. she will be going birth like two weeks before they find out where he’ll be stationed.
on top of being worried about her and the babies, pray of me is worried this is all a joke or a lie to manipulate me. part of me is kinda scared she’s going to fake a miscarriage. i know that’s horrible to say about my best friend but it’s true.
4 days pre period. this morning i was thinking about how my pmdd hadn’t really flared. so much for that. any advice??