u/AvocadoInevitable769

Im 15 years old (girl) and I just cant wrap my head around even the idea of sex. I know im straight but I find the male 'part' really really gross and I have a lot of issues with the fact that anything is going to go inside me yk..and dont even get me started on tampons. I hope its a phase? I know sex is meant to be a positive thing between partners and I would like to veiw it as a beautiful act of love and a way to bond with someone.. but I just cant. Im lowkey worried that my repulsion is not normal? Who else has this? What are yalls perspectives on this? Anything would help for me to get some sense about this.

Edit: Thank you so much for all the support! Its been very reassuring and insightful.