u/AttorneySimilar6070

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Grinded my ass whole year to get 80.8%

If i had to bring 80% itself why tf was i grinding my ass 10hrs per day. Khudko time nhi diya, no entertainment nothing.

School mein modules solve kiye where others were roaming around in school. Pura saal i gave my everything.

80% laane the to exam se pehle 3 mahine padh leta, isse acche % aajata. At worst case 80 hi mil jata.

Velle baccho ka 87, 88 leke pass hogye. Har roz nasha kar rhe hai, geddiya mar rhe hai. This is so fked up.

Exam se ek raat pehle padhke bhi achool exams mein isse acche marks aaye hai 😭💔

Iss bar to pura saal acche se padha, what is wrong. I shouldnt had come to CBSE. ISC mein rehta, atleast ghar walo ko 90+ % deke khush to rakh pata

u/AttorneySimilar6070 — 1 day ago

Tried taking my life because of my mother. Taking a drop as of now. I just wanted to share a part of my life that is going on.

I had not given NEET this year despite preparing my best. I committed and am kinda alive. Is re-NEET an act of god or so?

For context, everything is above there.

Lemme give you the aakash context. I was enrolled in aakash central in Kolkata. I might not be the brightest kid. But i gave my best. By end of 11, we got to know that our batches get shuffled depending on what marks we get. Getting 680s isnt easy. I gave everything up even my social life.

I was placed in the batch taught by HODs, there were students whose marks never came below 700. The only thing i hated about that batch were the teachers. There was no teacher student interaction, nothing. They used to come, teach and go away. Nothing else. No asking of doubts. Nothing! I stopped going to aakash at once.

I prepped from telegram in my class 12 completely. It was UC and PW mixed. I used to give the aakash tests at home rigorously and was scoring great. Nobody looked at it. My mother used to taunt me every single day, how i wasted her money by not going to aakash. It was suffocating a lot. I had told my father about her actions. He listened but did not do anything. This is kind of fked me up. On holi, it broke me completely bc of her taunts and ill behaviour. I strangled myself.

u/AttorneySimilar6070 — 4 days ago

Impulse decision. Did i just fk up myself?

Keeda sirf daant mein aisa ho nahi sakta 🤡✌️

Sokal sokal gaar pakamo marlam. Dekhlam trimmer royeche mirror er pashe. Ja chilo sob uriye dilam.

u/AttorneySimilar6070 — 4 days ago