I said I didn’t care about anything other than the mental aspect of HRT, but then I started noticing changes and it gave me a fright. Not even three months and this seems to be the point of no return. I see lots of concern about breast growth taking some time and I was almost hoping I would have delayed breast growth at least until… well, I’m not sure.
I haven’t noticed a significant change in my moods, which is even more unusual because I recently quit smoking, started Wellbutrin, and had to put down my dog of 13 years. My emotions are surprisingly normal for me considering. I don’t know what I was expecting, to wake up and be Snow White singing with forest critters while doing housework, but I expected something.
Some have mentioned that I’ll be alone because I’ll no longer be attractive to women, but I laugh at this because it assumes I’m attractive to women now, which given the evidence, I’d say is unlikely. 45 never married, longest relationship was 3 years with a married woman who divorced her husband and remarried right after we broke up.
I’ve been cross dressing for a couple of years, and men tend to really want to talk to me until they hear my voice or notice my shadow, and more than one man much younger than I has hit on me even knowing what I was. What a feeling it is to feel desirable!
I came here to ask if I should stop HRT because I can’t talk to a professional until June, but I think I already have my answer. I already typed all of this, and maybe somebody can relate.