im struggling with deciding whether picking up piano and later down the line electric guitar is a realistic thing for me to be thinking about.
i feel like i already have interests that i could spend a lifetime on, biology and physics deeply fascinate me, i want to read books fiction and non fiction heck i feel like im destined at some point to write something even though im not really planning on it, there are a few languages that are interesting to me that i would like to learn, why words mean what they mean is also fascinating, i could go on about various sciences and stuff like history like there is so much to delve into there, oh and also i love drawing too.
with all this i already feel like time is lacking, adding a whole world of instruments atop it sounds fruitless... the problem is i keep thinking about them, how exciting it must feel in the moment while playing.
i made this choice already by choosing drawing over playing an instrument purely on the fact that it had more ups than downs for me overall, yet i still get reminded of it time to time how awesome it would be, but the time commitment just doesnt seem feasible.
is it just one of those things where i just need to learn to suck it up and prioritize? you cant have everything after all...
i know all of this kinda comes down to how far do you want to go with each thing in terms of proficiency, im sure you could add even more things and be alright at all of them, i just dont find that appealing personally, i like diving deep and immersing myself into whatever i choose to do, and often the most interesting things you get to do out of a skill like drawing or playing an instrument come after sufficient enought proficiency.
anyway if anyone has any sort of advice or went through a similar thing i would be happy to read.