u/AssociationSea718

.... waiting on ultrasound results..if i didnt have the internet id be alone. its just painful, i really dont like using either... but i literally have no one..my mom is the only family I have and she is not interested in my emotions at all. ive been using the internet as a form a dissociation from my sad life since i was at least 9. and guess what I'm 30 this year. idk it's all sad.

I made a post here before but deleted my account i genuinely don’t want to go to my ultrasound tomorrow. Everything has looked ok so far… I got diagnosed in may 2024 and my thyroid removed in 2024 of June . id be fine with going next month or something I just don’t want to go at all . it’s been a bad week. my birthdays the next day too I’ll be alone I guess

Just a vent

Edit: I went now im worried about the results again