u/AssociationHonest715

Hi, I've been interested in Orthodoxy for a long while now and am soon hoping to be a catechumen, and I curious if anyone knew any theology books that I can use to get a true understanding of how to be different to truly follow Christ with critical decision making and just how to be an actual amazing christian in this life. Also please let me know if anyone knows how to better overcome the fear of man. Thanks!!