u/AssistantExtreme1357

I’m (F14) am expecting my daughter in June. Because I basically got pregnant at home. I have to stay with my aunt because my mom is being investigated…

I’ve been really sad because I miss my mom and not really getting closure with my baby daddy. My aunt I guess caught on to my attitude about the situation and had me sit and talk to her. She basically was telling me to let go any fantasies I have with my baby daddy because what he did was I guess illegal. Then she says “I have to be mean to you real quick but ( my baby daddy’s name) used you. The reason why you have to live with me because your mom knew he was coming to hang out in your room and left you alone with him.” My head has honestly been spinning and idk if she’s just trying to turn me against my mom, because she get annoyed when I talk about her.

When she said this I was honestly silent and didn’t say anything. But she was right it was so mean…I’ve been crying in my bed but I don’t want to believe my baby daddy just used me. Like we talked a lot before we just had sex and he asked me if I want to so he didn’t rape me, I stopped talking to him because he was arrested. But also my mom was so devastated when she found out I was pregnant and hugged me and cried. I don’t think she knew we were having sex like my aunt thinks it is and I’m just so sad and lonely.

Edit: I see a comment claiming, that I’m some how lying because I said in a previous post I hooked up with him through out the summer, August and September are summer months are they not? I didn’t start school until the last week of September, about a week and half before that was the last time I’ve seen him. This bugged me that I couldn’t explain that because the comments are locked but I wanted to say that.

This all started because I kept getting sick at school because the cafeteria smells so bad. So I was in the nurses office a lot and the nurse asked me if I have been active I told her I did it 3 times last summer and she makes me take a pregnancy test. She didn’t even show me the tests but made me go to the guidance counselor…

He asked me if I had a boyfriend and I told him no I never had one and then he told me the test I took with the nurse are positive. Honestly when I was having that conversation it didn’t really hit me that I was pregnant. I was honest though, I told him the guy I did it with works for my mom, I’m not really sure what my mom job is, but it requires her to host parties at our house and he was the only one that really acknowledged my existence and I thought he was cute and a clumsy Type of funny. But yeah when he was done doing the work for my mom, he would hangout with me in my room.

After I told my guidance counselor, he made me sit in this empty classroom for the rest of the day and even when school was over they still made sit there. My aunt comes and gets me and she told me I’m gonna live with her for a while and that my mom is now being investigated.

I miss my mom so much this is all my fault and she isn’t abusive. So not being able to talk to her hurts and also I’m due soon and I really want her there. I guess I’m just yapping but I’m so pissed with that counselor I didn’t know me being honest resulted in me not going home.