delete the photos, the videos, the texts
try to forget my laugh and tears
live with the memories, and then forget them
i'll be a part of you no longer
to move on, to be free, erase me
please
will you love me when i lie in hospital
will you love me when i form words with boards
will your love extend to my first steps
will your love extend to my fifth breakdown
will you find it in your heart to listen at four am
will you find it in your heart to forgive my words
will you care for me when it's an imposition
will you care for me when it's a tragedy
will i be worth the pain
will i be worth the suffering
will you still listen when i attempt another time
will you still answer when i wake up from it
will i still be valuable
will i still be useful
what am i worth
when my life's worth nothing to me