u/AskTheLoop

I been overthinking too much and cant find a good answer hopefully anyone from here can help me out, please do give it a read and thanks for your time. So there is a girl whom I have known since my school days she was my junior, we were good friends before and got seperated dont remember much and then again united after few years around 2014 but it was moderate type of friendship tbh, I kinda did develop a crush on her after that around 2015 and around the same time she got in a relationship with another guy couldnt do much. I was still in touch occasionally messaging and all but after 2020 it got to a point we just wish on our birthdays and all, she was cheated on the guy whom she wanted so much after all these years and she is never been the same. Cut off most of her friends and all I do wish her on her birthdays and all. Now she is working and kinda only with girls (mostly seen from her snaps and instagram) I still have feelings for her they never left tbh I was kinda sad to see her with someone else who didnt treat her well and all while I could have done better, but I didnt take any steps to get her thats my fault. I still dont know why I have feelings for her is it because she and me are so similar in the stuff we do or how we behave/interact and all. Been seeing her snaps and insta lately she posts rarely and all, do I still have a chance with her? Or should I just try to move on from her? She is in a different state and I am in a different state, saw her once on a dating app and she might have deleted it now (I been also trying to move on but I always fail I too jump on and see if I could spot her anywhere but she isnt there anymore). She is also given up on love and all after her breakup and idk what I guess I am overthinking too much but I cant get rid of the feelings I have for her. I want her to be mine and probably give her the world to her if she returns with the love I have for her.