u/AsideSuccessful

kinda was shocked nothing happened to me when it said “completed”

before accepting i was trans and starting HRT (mtf) the same year i was unsettled both mentally and physically. i listened to a lot of alternative/underground music to match the erratic things i was feeling. i listened to a lot of earl, billy woods, even pj harvey but bladee’s Cold Visions really kept me from going too crazy/depressed or whatever as i was figuring myself out. i started this journal on therapist recommendation but couldn’t stick with it. most of it is sad murmurings and positive acclamations so this insert caught me so off guard reading it, lol.

so yeah i was kinda shocked to find something so silly (and a badly drawn ❤️) that i barely remember writing. i calmed my mind, found the right mental health medication, and made a nice stable life for myself since transitioning. it’s nice that an avant-garde swedish rapper that i originally never thought i’d give a chance was one of the few artists to hit me in such a way i really needed at the time.