I always hear people saying that since all possible timelines exist, you just need to shift to the desired timeline, and to do that you need to act as if you already manifested the thing you wanted to manifest.
But how do you actually act it out? For example, I’m trying to manifest money randomly appearing in my account. How am I supposed to act as if I actually have that money already?
I discovered this whole spirituality/mystical/enlightenment thing about a week ago. I felt liberated and excited. After a couple of days learning that I'm essentially the universe experiencing itself, I felt unstoppable. I even manifested some unexpected money and did telekenisis with paper about 5 times. Like within 30 min of trying telekensis, I succeeded. I also started seeing 111 everywhere even in my dreams.
But ever since then, I have just become so much more stressed out for some reason. I haven't been able to do telekenisis again or manifest anything. I get winds of peace when I'm meditating, but then a huge crash into a very stressed out/depressive state afterwards.
Do other people experience this?
Ok so about a week ago, I found out about mysticism, manifestation, who we really are (conciousness discovering itself), and that we are really capable of absolutely anything we can imagine. It was a liberating feeling, and I started practicing meditation immediately. After a couple days in of asking for more money, I did get an unexpected $76 in my bank account, and I've even managed to do telekenisis (multiple times)!
I truly believe I can make money appear out of nowhere in my life. Reality is just a mirror of the imagination after all. But I think I'm rushing, and I have subconcious limiting beliefs that I'm not aware of. Because conciously, I see no possibility where I don't eventually attract money on the regular to the point where I don't have to work.
So, I've been trying to manifest a large amount of money out of thin air for the past few days. The reason is that I work as an independent contractor for this AI company. I got this job way before I knew about how terrible AI can be for humanity because it can make it more difficult for people to discover themselves and who they truly are. The thing is, I only have to work 4 hours a day to make a full income because it pays well, and I work whenever I want. But I feel so guilty everytime I log on and start working because, and I don't want to do it anymore. I've been willingly living below my means just because I really don't want to contribute to AI. So, I thinkg I've subconciously been rushing my manifestion because bills are due at the end of the month, and I need to money if I'm not going to work.
I don't know what to do. Should I just continue working, and spend the rest of the day developing myself spiritually, or should I just not work and spend all my days working on myself to the point where I can manifest the money I need for my bills?
EDIT:
Oh I forgot to mention, I saw many 11:11 and 111 signs yesterday and even in my dream the night before. I was manifesting all day yesterday and focusing on that large sum because apparently 111 means that the manifestations are about to come through. But today, I'm just stressed and full of doubt for some reason, which is why I'm writing all this.
Thank you