Hey everyone. I’m 31 years old, 5’1, and weigh 182lbs. I used to weigh 189lbs. I have AUDHD. To give this context: >!I have ARFID caused by S/A trauma and I suffered with it for 4 years and couldn’t have anything but liquids to consume due to my extreme fear of choking. I got the psychiatric help I needed with medications and a therapist weekly to help. April 2025 I was able to eat solid foods after my body rejected liquids for the last time. I cried eating a Taco Bell burrito..4 years of hell and being 80lbs knocking on death’s door.😞!<
Fast forward to today April 27. 2026.
I am currently on my Dupixent shots for my severe Eczema and I’m on shot 20 going on 21. Everything use going great as my skin has never been this clear. The only issue is my joints feel stiff; it’s like they need WD40 to get em’ going again. 😂
After awhile of me eating solid foods, it’s been affecting the way I do stuff. I sleep all day(bed rot pretty much) and if I feel energized I go for a walk. I’m so tired of feeling this way. My goal is to weigh 90-100lbs, because I know that it felt great to breathe, get around, and just feel youthful again without feeling like my bones are going to collapse. I hate looking in the mirror and seeing how much weight I put on.
My boyfriend is very healthy, athletic, muscular, and in the military. He hates seeing me sick and tries to encourage me.
I hate feeling like this. I tried whataburger the other day and felt instantly sick; so I guess that’s good news. I’ve been eating healthy versions of things and use the Yuka app. I just need advice or something to get me going again.