u/AshleyOriginal

Waving me over.

Introducing yourself again,

How cute,

you are so determined -

To be normal

introducing yourself

To me and everyone

Is it really you?

You are right

Your teeth aren't perfect

You still have nice hair though

I prefer it longer

Where did that go?

~

The guy I like

He is sitting here

Isn't he?

I keep looking around

Maybe I made him up

Is it really you?

I thought so

But now I see

I doubt

But I know

I tell you he isn't here

My confession fell apart

Seeing you almost dancing

About to burst into song

I didn't know the words

Staring at the ground

Too much emotion

Maybe I'm all wrong

~

Repeating ourselves

The cars and cartoons

Going nowhere

You try to catch words

I am puzzling possibility,

in rounds

You act as if I'm

Van Gogh

Some strange

Mystery you praise

Like I will be famous

I wonder if I gave an ear

How you’d feel

~

Chaos I start rattling

Your friends defend you

The world loves you

You are left alone

You are nice to me

Over and over

Despite everything

~

Feel free to talk to me

Around me

And through me

I don't mind

Be more you

Be anger or defined

Joyful or lost

I only said not to say anything

To protect you

But it doesn't matter now

I don't think you care

~

Your job description

I would later laugh

The scrambling concoction

Of multiple opinions?

Medical chemicals?

You sound like a dealer

Trying to decide truth

~

I do know you

In your garbled way

That you never say

~

Fancy though aren't you

Showing off your keys

I don't have a car

I borrow it

~

Conversations piling up

Losing you to a room

And distant talk

I'm sure I sound crazy

There are too many people

You are left to silence

I still want to talk

But uh

Time ran off

~

Maybe maybe later

Maybe some place more free?

Do you mind just going somewhere else?

~

Or do you regret

My random mouth

And how I didn't say a thing

But this and that

Shock factor

Not everything

~

Am I disappointment

Or progress?

I don't know.

~

I guess you still read though.

~

Somehow

I just

Thought I'd talk about

The guy I liked

To you

In case

~

In case you know

You knew him

He was a poet.

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I genuinely like most people and I'm quite happy to get the opportunity to talk to most people. My social life has expanded so much, and my most favorite thing of all is giving a compliment. I wish I could compliment more people more often. It makes me so happy. And I'm excited that more people are moving closer to me and more distant family is visiting me this summer! Sometimes I forget that people like me. 😅 I am very excited about stuff I can prepare for them! Nice little gift bundles and custom artwork. I'm so excited about what I can do.

I have surrounded myself with positivity and it really makes me happy. I can listen and move more peacefully. This year will be very good, bad may happen, but so much good is waiting. I'm quite excited about new stuff I can volunteer to help with too. I am excited about working on my own YouTube channel and what I will do.

Future promises smile

Glowing in warm dreams of sleep

Walking through milky skies

The eyes look up to tomorrow

Vines heavy with fruit circle now

~

Soft flickering breath long held

Thoughts walk slowly

Pacing their clarity

Blessings wrapped up

Let loose on the breeze

I have my net ready

Looking eagerly