u/Aromatic-Tomatillo21

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Dying to slow!

Liver failed 5 years ago, I blew out 24 varecies which are veins in your throat.

Each time you blow one youve got a 20% to die.

I also had a 20% chance to survive the year with how bad my liver was.

Whatever im a fighter.

Spent half that year in the hospital, a week or two at a time.

Girlfriend wouldn't visit me once, but didn't wanna die alone, ya know?

Pathetic of me to stay after throwing up blood for 4 days straight, ICU, 8 IVs, 7 bags of blood, wouldn't come say bye.

Left her.

3 straight years surviving doing as much as i can with 2/3rd the amount of blood your supposed to have, a compromised immune system, and chronic pancreatitis.

Still in the hospital a few days a month but on the transplant list.

Get my 3 month scope to make sure my varecies are okay.

They nick something.

Go into the hospital, scan finds soft mass in anterior mediastinum. (Inside chest wall)

Can't biopsy without cracking my chest.

70% chance it's cancer.

Back off the travmnsplant list. 👌

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