u/ArmLower1153

why should i live when nothing in my life is going in my favour and every exam i take is ending up with a big failure that now i have no confidence that i will even be able to get out of this phase. no one loves me or supports me the way i want them to and this is making me bitter towards everyone cause i feel unloved and unappreciated. my ego comes in between saying if they dont love you why do you want to waste your energy on them and so i end up alone and if i follow the no ego rule that the buddha says then i feel like whatever i am doing is enough and my preparation towards life and exam is enough and then i fear that i will still end up here since i will never get better .nothing in my life is going good at this point. i sometimes feel the best way to end it is to just stop living .please help me .