Final year osce resits . Pain is gone but depression looks like ever
found out in march I had passed my UKMLA with 77% but failed my osces by “less than 0.5% . it’s painful as we have a month till the raisers and my motivation is waning especially with the fact Im having to do my elective in the Uk instead of abroad as planned . I just don’t know how to stay motivated and no matter how hard I work I just know that the biggest thing for me will be the same thing that fucked me over last time which was my anxiety. if it was a knowledge gap I’d feel so much more in control but it’s just the thought of having an examiner watching me that kills me . not only that but I literally got my top hospital location and top rotations I just rlly don’t want to go through this again . idk if I’m venting or asking for advice but as much as love medicine the process of med school is so jaaring