u/Appropriate-Eye106

Hi

So this is probably Dysphoria and probably should be cracking my egg but I thought i'd atleast see what this could be.

Their'll be times when i'm in an depressed mood thinking about my future as i'm approaching my final year's of school and I feel like i can't imagine a future where i'm not transitioned and happy and I feel pessimistic about an opposite future to transitioning. I dont really know how to explain it but I just feel nothing or atleast no joy from being a guy

I don't know if this is just me being pessimistic and I assume it's Dysphoria but I just hope anyone can say

Honestly I dont think i'm happy in my body in general, I feel like i'm not living, just going through the motions of life and hating the fact i'm fat.

I dont feel much joy at being a guy, I dont know if thats me just being depressed, dysphoric or just in a bad mood but I feel like if I don't transition i'll just stay how I am and probably not be very happy with myself. I feel like I get most of my happiness from hobbies & friends but almost never from myself or my appearance apart from my longer hair.

I don't know if this is dysphoric or not if anyone has a better idea of it i'd love to hear

Hi, so i'm not really sure what the answer to this is, I just want to get a sense of my identity a bit.

Whether it's for Marvel/DC or other franchises i tend to gravitate more towards female characters and in general "girls" IP, like for example as a kid sofia the first & doc Mcstuffins was some of my favourite shows on Disney Jr same with other more boys shows, I didn't care, that has more or less stayed true with shows like Miraculous and with movies like Matilda or tangled & frozen.

And with characters like SuperGirl or Spider-Gwen I get really into the character and their world (reading Gwen's early comic run & watching the CW SuperGirl series) which is something i dont typically do

Obviously liking female characters doesn't mean your trans and theirs many male characters i love but it's weird how over an 10+ year period I often find female characters to be the ones I like.

So I kinda put past my thoughts of if I was trans around last year and wanted to wait till I was older to explore it more, but the past few days the thoughts have increased such as wanting to cosplay Black Widow, i feel envious of trans woman/woman in general, and when these thoughts come up I feel uncomfortable when i think about it.

I dont know if this is Dysphoria or not I honestly just dont, am i overthinking or should I atleast think about this a bit.