im gonna be a super senior.
well to start this off like any other message, yup i failed. I really enjoyed high school for a few years then i got mixed up with a girl and we would skip school together and didn’t care about the consequences, fast forward we don’t talk anymore but the choices lasted, im in my senior year and im behind. I barely show up to school and i feel hopeless, but its not like i didnt want to finish, i really wanted to but these guys would bully me. Every time i tried to be myself i was shut down and belittled. Even when i ignored them it didnt matter, i stopped going and started to stay home because it felt safer.
My parents would always asked me if i went to school and i would lie and say yes to make them feel better but i was lying. I got addicted to bad things and im fatter now and i hate what im doing. I need to change but it always feels so hopeless, i scroll so much on my phone and play games to distract myself but i know im fucked. i just wish i didnt have to do anything because i know the school system is flawed, and i heard about GEDs but everyone around me says they treat people with GEDs differently like they are less than. I want to compete highschool but the problem is i dont show up everyday
I dont know what to do and the school year is almost over, i know im gonna be a super senior but being a senior right now and seeing everyone live their life without me sucks i feel so behind and betrayed, not to self pity but some of my “friends” betrayed me and started talking to the bully because hes popular and extremely handsome. I was for a time but not anymore. What should I do now please someone give me advice.