Maybe spiritual awakening ?
Im 20, female, black in sc and recently I’ve been feeling like Im able to see into people. I’ve always been able to kinda read/ talk to people and at first, I thought it was just intuition, but the past 1-2 years it’s been very intense. I can feel other people’s emotions, when someone lies to me I feel a wave of just a heavy (dark?) feeling. Most recently I met these two men. One of them I never met or talked to but my friend knew him; instantly when he talked I felt sick/disgusted I knew he was evil (he then raped my friend the first time we went to see him. Even when we got there I felt sick from everyone’s energy). Then the guy I’ve been seeing…. I feel like something evil used to be on him.
But it’s not even just reading/feeling people I feel like I feed on people (bear with me idk how to describe it). It’s like I can go into any room and environment or go to any person and speak to them. Like the more I talk to them the more I take them in (for example if they’re happy I feel their happiness gradually as we talk) . My mom used to tell me stories of our aunts that were part Native American that would do root work and how their home used to be “haunted”. I’m not sure if it’s something that’s in my family, but I figure I should mention it.
The reason I’m posting is for advice or guidance on how to navigate this. At first it didn’t bother me it kinda felt like a super power, but now I have to be honest I’m getting scared. I see the evil in people now (literally). People I’ve known for years I can see their negative thoughts towards me. It’s like they’ll be talking saying something like “I’m so happy for you”, but I get overwhelmed with this feeling I can’t describe and I just know what they’re really thinking/saying. Like I said at first I thought it was just intuition but now it feels like a gong being rung inside me. I’m trying to figure out how to discern this because (and I know this sounds crazy) I feel someone/something on me. The more this stuff happens the more I can feel a presence.