u/Apprehensive-Pea2594

i'm actually kinda youngish, 17 y o now, but i had a story of substance abuse, i overdid it a bit (( mixed weed, alcohol, ciggs and pregabalin )) for like 2 months? or 4 can't really tell, which fucked up my nervous system, i had severe paranoia, thinking i was gonna get psychosis, questioning if i was real or in a dream, (( basically i barely felt tempratures, felt no pain, and straight up felt like i was in a dream or dare i say nightmare, like there was a window between me and reality, my temprature was raised all the time, i was shaking, and everyday i woke up at like 4 am, having a panic attack. Anyways, i started doing contrast showers to ground myself, which actually worked, also cardio, it shakes off the cortisol and adrenaline i suppose, and lastly forced myself to sleep to stabilize myself a bit, i throught i ruined myself for years, but i'm totally normal now, but i just wanna say that whoever reads this, never forget how you are your body, and you can't really overpower your mind, but you can support it and it will support you back, take actual good medication and live a healthy life.

im curious

Like damn, how do yall write that much and how much time does it take? like when i write it takes me atleast 4 hours to write 7k words😭😭 And then i see 300k word fics and i go like holy shi, also when do u write? before sleep or even at work, or maybe even school?

ok so Peter sends a lot of messages to happy and he's prob like that to tony too, and i was wondering if there were any fics where he just stopped because like something happend or whatevs
I'm looking for one cuz in most fics for some reason tony calls him like to the lab or just in general for whatever reasons, which we don't really see in the mcu, and i was wondering if there's a fic where tony starts to reach out yk? Like how tony learns to communicate i guess