So this is my what happened to me for the second time in my life. And im inbetween shock and thinking i have a new gift!
I was dancing last weekend in a techno club in berlin and was fully in my flow state, I was in the momemt, I was so aligned with everything and myself. As I tend to do in the full flow state I was circling energy a bit like you learn in tantra or meditation, when my energy connected with another woman's. She was with I guess her bf or some slightly protective friends so I didnt want to Talk to her or send the wromg message.
Our energy connection became stronger, I could see she was feeling it so asked if she was ok. She said yes looking surprised by this energetically connection so we continued our dance. We were about 2 meters apart but our energies were intertwinded. It felt as if we were long lost lovers and had the most insane energetical dance that felt as intimate as the most insane sex iv had. And really felt orgasmic. After about 30 min of this dance she came beside me and our arms brushed for 5 minuites but it felt as if we were lovers cuddling after sex. I was in shock and felt the presence of the men around her, I wanted to hug but our arms brushing was enough.
She left with a smile and a gaze and I continued to dance now my energy was even stronger and I was sending energy to the whole dance floor, another woman came into my path and I tried to keep my energy to my self but we also connected, this time I didn't want to go so deep so just sent super light pulses of energy. This woman connected at first then left, looking like she didnt want to recive the energy.
This got me thinking about concent, how do you consent to this when I dont actually know what it is. I have a gf, did I unintentionally cheat on her.
What is it, is it kudelini energy, and did I accidentally force my energy onto the woman who didnt want it.
How can i practice this sober (id taken half a ecstacy) for me this energy comes out moat when ive been on some plant medicene or drug.
And is there any way to control this? This is the second time this had happened to me in my life at a party, last time my energy connected with one of my gfs friends who is lesbian and i have no sexual interest in but shared this orgasmic dance . Thanks for your time and help 🙏❤️