I'm gonna be honest I'm not religious and this is coming from a very selfish place, but I've got no where to voice my anxieties and I'm in a place where I'm unable to do anything about it. I'm 24 with two younger brother's, the youngest being 14, we lost our dad just over 3 years ago, and my mum is coming up 2 years sober, so as you can imagine it's never been an easy time. My mum has her faith I've just never had mine personally, but today she is having a lung biopsy due to concerns of lung pain and something showing on her scans. She's been a smoker for a very long time and I'm imagining worse case scenario cos my family can't catch a break especially my mum. Being unable to do anything is driving me up the wall, and in times like this I wish I had faith, so I'm kindly asking strangers to not pray for me but for my mum, despite her previous addiction she is the kindest woman I know and I don't deserve her for a mum. She's patient and puts everyone else above herself, and shes always thinking of others
Im sorry if this isn't allowed on here. Not looking for sympathy just if you have your faith like my mum does please think of her, I'm still hopeful everything comes back fine but I needed to put this out into the universe