Editing fatigue is real
Writing, the first draft, printing, taking notes, rewriting fully for the second, editing it back to back twice, printing, taking notes on the whole thing, editing it again. It ironed out every single weakness I could spot and then some over the course of a couple of years but holy mother of God if I never see this thing again I'll die happy. 😅 Doesn't help that the book isn't very pleasant.
I don't even particularly enjoy writing, I just get obsessed, which makes me feel kind of stupid because the chances of getting published are probably close to nil even if I am confident in my work, and I wouldn't really call it a hobby 😮💨